Growing Elevators

My feelings 4 U R diaphanous 4 a reason
If I can’t B transparent with U
Then I can’t B transparent with anyone
I call U sunrise and sunset
Because my days begin and end with U
And I like it that way

No matter how opaque I try 2 B
U know the clear truth
U C through the feigned veil of pretend.
My pretense is not malicious
Rather, it is protective
I refuse 2 submerge U in my downs

Let U in? U have no idea.
U have traversed so far.
Yet,
I want 2 B your OTIS
Elevating U 2 new heights
And I just don’t C
How my quandary can B uplifting
But the more I share
The higher we go
2gether

Time has been the bridge
From my island of me
2 the mainland of us.
U know me well
U know it all.
The stealth is gone
Because the need 4 stealth
is gone

U have broken my barriers down
I share with U everything
Good news and bad news
Excitement and sorrow
Because with U in my life
Even the bad days R bright
Come in, put your feet up
And stay…forever.
Welcome 2 my heart!

The Possesion

Yo!
Can someone help me
I'm sittin here in my den possesed by this pen
I try to put it down but It won't let me
I'm strugglin & fighting but I can't stop writin
as soon as I put this pen down it starts calling me
And Here I am...jonesin to keep composin
Stop pen! unleash me
But I'm in the pen's trance, I love to see it dance
I try ot throw the pen but it grabs onto me
it's not that I don't love poetry
I hate it's control over me
I'm a part of poetry and poetry is partly me
the constant urge to scribble
engages the mind like a riddle
I'm enslaved by the pen
but don't set me free
the pen is the master...
moving up & down, slower then faster
I can feel my pulse in my fingers
kinda lika a stinger but the feeling lingers
Alright pen
I give up, you got me
writin poetry is so within me
sharin my thoughts is what I'm about
and just as I surrender to the pen
Damn! the ink runs out

3P